Loaded Lux made his name in battle rap meticulously studying the details of his opponents’ lives and mercilessly using that information against them. On his single “Action on Site,” Lux turns his glare on himself and releases a self-reflective, autobiographical piece about his own past. Whether or not he would repeat some of his experiences, he’s made peace with them and acknowledges they made him the man he is today. Check out the video.

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