Mary J. Blige is trapped and drowning both literally and figuratively in her battle between love and pain through her latest visuals to the track, “Suitcase.” Black and white influenced shots that accentuate the video are ironic given the fact that her decision to leave the man who tortures her heart isn’t as “black and white” as she may wish.

Take a look at the video before she takes off and find this cut and more from Mary J on the Think Like A Man Too Soundtrack.

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